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Labels: Sicked and disgusted...A month have passed, been slowly getting used to the life here. 4 more months to go.. Been busy with De-husking rice grains and subculture contaminated plates.. It's quite routine but I'm sort of glad that things are not too difficult for me to handle. Best past-time to spend in the lab was to play FB, download songs and movies...
After 2 weeks of stay, it's starting to get boring as it's the same old place which we have been going and there honestly isn't anything fun when you can't describe and express what you want. Been quite frustrated with it...
So many things did happen and it kinda make me realised how much i love my best friends and family.. All those memories of happy moments just pop up everytime my mood level drops. Simply missed all those gatherings.. It's not that i'm not enjoying here but when you feel so lonely and there's no one to talk to, i swear to you.. the feeling suck like never suck before...
Missed my cosy bed and comforter.. Missed the sofa that i always rot on during the weekends. Missed talking to danielle ng.. Missed denise goh laughter. Missed playing and joking around with mum and dad. So much so much that i missed but I'm trying to be strong here cos i know that there's many people waiting for my arrival back in Jan on this island which is as small as a full-stop called Singapore...
痛みは、言うと、既に受けるです。 機会が与えないよとのことを説明する点がないです。 私の闇を続けたものを let out にしたときに指定された点がなかったのであります。 私が関心のないとき、私を考慮してよい友人中私としてはあまり手入れ、感情を。 他の誰かから反対したことを検出すると自分で靴になってみてくださいし、今までそれを最初に話あるか。 事になりましたので、複雑なはずではない、それだけに小さな問題が始めたこと。 この我々 の友情の方法に壊れやすいいた物を吹いて、私のことを感謝を実現しました。 怒っているし、本当に私の友人である場合、これから何をする予定はないとためにすべてといいます。 私は、ここで楽しむし、自分に踏みにじるいないを豊かにするようになった。
When you think that you could not take my nonsense, please think that others also can't take your nonsense too. So much of you saying that you treat me as one of your close friend but you didn't even have the respect for me and our friendship. If you have any problems, you could have approach me and we can talk about it. There are times when i'm also unhappy with the way things are between us but i just let it go because i regard our friendship seriously and i just want us to enjoy this trip together but things just didn't seem to be in this way for you. You have to go around telling people how you feel towards me and make me a fool to still think that you're my friend. That's a smart move for you to start the ball rolling by spreading all your unhappiness worldwide... and i must say that you are quite a good actress, you could have been the queen of Suria in SG. You can care for me, smile and laugh with me while behind my back you stab my heart so deeply by all those hurtful things that you have commented. If you have regard me as your close friend you would have wanted to solve this matter by stopping all those back stabbing and talk it out with me and hear my point of view on the things that's happening but No..!! You just simply enjoy that there are people there listening to you and maybe they have agreed with you and you like to have the audience to hear your piece of story.. Then Just go ahead and continue if that's what makes you real happy.I have never in my life think that you would be this type of person. For all the tears that i have shed and the blood that bleeds from my heart, things will never be the same again. The hurt is too unbearable for me to go through that again. I didn't want this to happen but you did so i must congratulate you that you have successfully left a deep scar in my heart. Great job done.
And FYI..
Nobody is ever an attention seeker here, it's just that different people have different personality. Some people are more easy to approach and talk to. The way you put it that i'm the attention seeker just makes people thinks that you are jealous and people who really have the eyes to see it have also seen it this way.
Oh.. and the act cute part of story.. I have never been wanting to be someone who act cute but i'm just myself in whatever i do and this is how people wanna associate me with this act cute thing. Totally not like someone whose not cute but tries so hard to act cute..
Not that i produce attention seeking and act cute juices in my body.. It's just me, get it... If you have been my close friend.. You wouldn't have done this to me,..
I thought that this matter could be solved easily because it's just misunderstandings and to think again it's really those small matter that are not clarified resulting to the problem that it have become today. Anyway, I hope you do enjoy your trip here and i'll too because now i'm not going to care anything and enjoy the moments that i have here. Just like you have said that i'm too KPO so hope that you'll enjoy the moments without this Care too much person to care for you and disturb you.
What a close friend you are indeed...
Disappointed..!!
